Some days...Some days it’s easier to forget you. I don’t even think of your face.Some days... by Meowmeowcat1
But, some days I’m stuck in a “What if…” Sate of mind.
What if we had actually gotten together?
What if you didn’t come over when you were hopped up on new medication?
What if you had never never kissed me?
What if you’d just given me a chance?
What if I could just get over you?
Wouldn’t that be nice. Well, it’s just a thought.
Just like you are most of the time.
Some days it’s easy to forget the fun times we have together.
It’s easy to forget just how happy you make me, or how myself I can be around you.
I don’t like myself. I don’t like anything about me.
But with you, with you I feel like I can just forget my faults.
You like my faults
I thought you liked me, but I guess I was wrong.
Some days I feel like you and I could still be something, when we hang out the thought lingers.
BUt I now that you don’t want me anymore,
DaveJohn -Sadstuck- Chapter 14/?Chapter TextDaveJohn -Sadstuck- Chapter 14/? by Meowmeowcat1
It’s been two days since you left your room. Dave’s constantly fretting at the door, façade long broken. He’s begging you from the time of five til he passes out to come out and eat. Bro comes by multiple times a day when Dave’s at school.
The police keep calling you and coming over.
You’re cutting again. You’re sides are fucked up ten ways to hell, but you don’t care anymore. You just don’t fucking care anymore.
You haven’t said a word in two days. You haven’t unblocked your door in two days. You still haven’t stopped crying in two days.
“John?” There’s Dave again. It’s a soft voice, desperation leaking into it. You now he’s hurting, but so are you. “John, the police are back. Please come out.” He’s voice sounds pretty broken up.
You don’t say anything. You don’t move. You can’t find the energy to.
“Please, at least let me n
DaveJohn -Sadstuck- Chapter 13.5/?“Bro, I need to tell you something.”DaveJohn -Sadstuck- Chapter 13.5/? by Meowmeowcat1
“Oh, you finally want to get tested to see if you're clean?” He whirls around, smirk dropping into a frown as he sees your very serious face.
“It’s about John.” He sits up straighter, giving you his full undivided attention. You take in a breath.
“You need to make a promise to me first.”
Bro arches an eyebrow just above his shades to signal that he’s getting annoyed you haven’t spilled it yet. “You now I don’t make promises Dave.”
“Well you need to.”
“Dave, what’s this about?” He’s getting annoyed at having to wait. “And where’s John? I didn’t hear him come in with you.”
“He stayed behind at school to work on an art project. He’s fine, relax.” He visibly relaxes. “Okay, know Bro, you really need to promise me on your porn star reputation and on Cal that you will not leave this house w
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[ ] the dark
[x] giving birth
[x] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[/] closed spaces
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[ ] fish
[ ] flowers or other plants
So Far: 4.5
[ ] being touched
[ ] fire
[x] deep water
[ ] snakes
[ ] silk
[x] the ocean
[ ] success
[ ] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[ ] boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[ ] rats
[x] jumping from high places
[ ] snow
So Far: 8.5
[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[ ] crossing hanging bridges
[x] death (not of death, more of whats after that. the afterlife.)
[ ] heaven
[ ] being robbed
[ ] clowns
[ ] dolls
[x] large crowds of people
[ ] men
[ ] women
[ ] having great responsibilities
[ ] doctors, including dentists
[ ] tornadoes
So Far: 11.5
[ ] hurricanes
[/] incurable diseases
[ ] Friday the 13th
[ ] poverty
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[x] being alone
[ ] becoming blind
[ ] becoming deaf
[ ] growing up
So Far: 13.5
[x] creepy noises in the night
[ ] bee stings
[/] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[ ] blood
[ ] dinosaurs
[ ] the welcome mat
[x] high speed
[ ] throwing up
[ ] falling in love
[ ] super secrets
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